1-6-10 (Me to Babe)
Hi Babe:
Monday I was supposed to have started my new job at Wells Fargo. I went in, in the morning and was promptly sent home because they had not been able to obtain an employee number for me, which could not be obtained on till Wells Fargo received an FBI background check on me. Well, they finally called me today to tell me they had the FBI clearance and could start tomorrow. Just wanted to let you know what is going on, and I will write to you again over the weekend to fill you in on Thursday and Friday.
I want take this opportunity since I don't have too much to say, to tell you a little bit about what's going on in my head now that the Thanksgiving and Christmas holidays are over. This year was particularly hard on me, and I found myself extremely depressed at times, partly due to having had a lot of contact with your mom before she left. I have felt closer to her and you than ever before. Also the fact that, I am now living in her home as I always wanted, and you are not here was extremely hard for for me. I have tried to convince myself that you have no interest in me. And have tried to tell myself that there has to be a life without Filipa. Have not been successful at convincing myself of this, however, it is difficult for me to make an argument to myself since I have not heard from you. If you recall a few e-mails I sent you asking questions about your feelings, about your life, about what's going on in your heart and what your expectations are. (if you need copies, I can send them to you). I'm at a loss as to why it is so hard for you to tell me what's going on in your life. I remember the truth was the most important thing in your life, yet you do not communicate it to me. I want to believe there are reasons why you have not said anything to me yet. However, I fear your silence is more of a statement as to how you feel about me and about us, than any words you can put down on paper. It is not my nature to be positive about things, but I am trying to be very positive about your silence on this. As time goes on I can only assume (?), what your answers and interests may be.
Babe, I can just tell you that there is nothing, nothing, in this world that you could do or say that would change my feelings for you. I have told you that I wish to see you happy, and that is a fact. Whatever makes you happy is what I want for you, as long as it is what you want. There are many things about your choices in life that I may not agree with, but I will always stand by you and support you, even at my own expense. Please take a moment, go over those letters I sent you, and tell me what's going on in your life, your heart, and your head. What do you want?
No matter what, I will be here looking at your pictures, sharing our memories, and wanting to be with you. So whenever you need me, I will be here for you.
Me
1-1-10 (Me to Babe)
Hi Babe:
Yes, I did get your message last night at 12:39 your time. Thank you so much for remembering me on such a busy night. Did notice it came from a 516 number, which I will guess is your cell number. Was that a text message? The funny thing, is that attached to yesterdays message, there was another dated Dec 10th in which you tell me of another message sent on Dec 9th, which I did not get. Well, the Dec 10th one I didn't get till last night. Strange.
As for your mother, remember I will do anything for her. I have not met Tony yet, and have not seen this Linda since I met her here at your Mom's place back at the beginning of November. However, I did notice your Moms plates on the car parked in one of the parking lots. Then realized she probably had never registered the car in her own name. This was disturbing because your Mom had taken the insurance off the car, and in case of an accident, they would come after the registered owner, your Mom. It was a pleasure to be able to help your mother in such a way. As for this family, I have not, nor I expect to have any contact with them. They probably despise me at this time which is just wonderful as far as I am concerned.
A couple of days ago, I submitted my resignation from Genworth, and almost immediately I got a phone call from my manager asking me to stay. He mentioned since I was the only licensed rep in all of Nevada, if I could stay longer, of course I had to say no. I'm looking forward to starting with Wells Fargo on Monday. Will tell you all about it soon.
What did you end up doing last night? I stayed home, and watched the ball in NY come down. Then, watched the local news channel till 12, then watched a war movie (DVD), then went to bed.
Keep writing often,
Me
1-1-10 (Babe to Me)
Happy New Year to you too!!...I sent you a text message a little after midnight on New Year's Eve..Did you receive it? I just spoke to Jackie on the computer. She told me about the situation with Tony's daughter Linda and my mother's car. Thank you once again for coming to my mother's rescue. I'm so sorry you have to deal with that nasty, devious family. I'm really disappointed in Tony for not making sure his daughter did the right thing with the plates. I hope they aren't being rude to you in the complex. Talk to you soon.
1-1-10 (Me to Babe)
Hi Babe:
Happy New Year!!!!
2010 WILL be a great year for you.
And, I'll be here for you in 2010.
Me,
106
Hi Babe:
Monday I was supposed to have started my new job at Wells Fargo. I went in, in the morning and was promptly sent home because they had not been able to obtain an employee number for me, which could not be obtained on till Wells Fargo received an FBI background check on me. Well, they finally called me today to tell me they had the FBI clearance and could start tomorrow. Just wanted to let you know what is going on, and I will write to you again over the weekend to fill you in on Thursday and Friday.
I want take this opportunity since I don't have too much to say, to tell you a little bit about what's going on in my head now that the Thanksgiving and Christmas holidays are over. This year was particularly hard on me, and I found myself extremely depressed at times, partly due to having had a lot of contact with your mom before she left. I have felt closer to her and you than ever before. Also the fact that, I am now living in her home as I always wanted, and you are not here was extremely hard for for me. I have tried to convince myself that you have no interest in me. And have tried to tell myself that there has to be a life without Filipa. Have not been successful at convincing myself of this, however, it is difficult for me to make an argument to myself since I have not heard from you. If you recall a few e-mails I sent you asking questions about your feelings, about your life, about what's going on in your heart and what your expectations are. (if you need copies, I can send them to you). I'm at a loss as to why it is so hard for you to tell me what's going on in your life. I remember the truth was the most important thing in your life, yet you do not communicate it to me. I want to believe there are reasons why you have not said anything to me yet. However, I fear your silence is more of a statement as to how you feel about me and about us, than any words you can put down on paper. It is not my nature to be positive about things, but I am trying to be very positive about your silence on this. As time goes on I can only assume (?), what your answers and interests may be.
Babe, I can just tell you that there is nothing, nothing, in this world that you could do or say that would change my feelings for you. I have told you that I wish to see you happy, and that is a fact. Whatever makes you happy is what I want for you, as long as it is what you want. There are many things about your choices in life that I may not agree with, but I will always stand by you and support you, even at my own expense. Please take a moment, go over those letters I sent you, and tell me what's going on in your life, your heart, and your head. What do you want?
No matter what, I will be here looking at your pictures, sharing our memories, and wanting to be with you. So whenever you need me, I will be here for you.
Me
1-1-10 (Me to Babe)
Hi Babe:
Yes, I did get your message last night at 12:39 your time. Thank you so much for remembering me on such a busy night. Did notice it came from a 516 number, which I will guess is your cell number. Was that a text message? The funny thing, is that attached to yesterdays message, there was another dated Dec 10th in which you tell me of another message sent on Dec 9th, which I did not get. Well, the Dec 10th one I didn't get till last night. Strange.
As for your mother, remember I will do anything for her. I have not met Tony yet, and have not seen this Linda since I met her here at your Mom's place back at the beginning of November. However, I did notice your Moms plates on the car parked in one of the parking lots. Then realized she probably had never registered the car in her own name. This was disturbing because your Mom had taken the insurance off the car, and in case of an accident, they would come after the registered owner, your Mom. It was a pleasure to be able to help your mother in such a way. As for this family, I have not, nor I expect to have any contact with them. They probably despise me at this time which is just wonderful as far as I am concerned.
A couple of days ago, I submitted my resignation from Genworth, and almost immediately I got a phone call from my manager asking me to stay. He mentioned since I was the only licensed rep in all of Nevada, if I could stay longer, of course I had to say no. I'm looking forward to starting with Wells Fargo on Monday. Will tell you all about it soon.
What did you end up doing last night? I stayed home, and watched the ball in NY come down. Then, watched the local news channel till 12, then watched a war movie (DVD), then went to bed.
Keep writing often,
Me
1-1-10 (Babe to Me)
Happy New Year to you too!!...I sent you a text message a little after midnight on New Year's Eve..Did you receive it? I just spoke to Jackie on the computer. She told me about the situation with Tony's daughter Linda and my mother's car. Thank you once again for coming to my mother's rescue. I'm so sorry you have to deal with that nasty, devious family. I'm really disappointed in Tony for not making sure his daughter did the right thing with the plates. I hope they aren't being rude to you in the complex. Talk to you soon.
1-1-10 (Me to Babe)
Hi Babe:
Happy New Year!!!!
2010 WILL be a great year for you.
And, I'll be here for you in 2010.
Me,
106
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